Sunday, September 14, 2008
~ 10:09 PM ~
Oh my Oh my...been ages since i came back here to put my tots in words...
many things have happened during this period of time... and i really mean many...
i dunno if i still remb all of it...but mainly the more important ones i guess.
Well first on the list. the most important of all...i lost a real gd fren recently.
wondering wad happened? i told her my real feelings after noeing her for 5 yrs. Things just couldnt work out. All these while we had been just very close and gd frens, guess it was a shock to her when i told her everything. Starting was still alright, when we both agree to give each other some time and try it out see how it goes, but as time goes by, she became more sure dat we can only be and remain as frens. What she told mi was she felt sorry becuz she gave mi hope and den push mi all the way to hell *once again
Deep down in my heart, i nv blame her before. I understand that such things cant be forced. If it doesnt work out no matter wad u do, it still wun work out. So after all these issues, we said to be and remain as frens. I noe i shouldnt be expecting anything, but all these yrs...she has always been such an important person to me, someone who dares to poke me, someone who dares to kick mi in the face, someone who is there to listen to my rubbish when i am down, someone who is there to cheer mi up with her rubbish as well, someone who will always be the last to wish mi happy birthday....someone i loved.
This yr's birthday was kinda sad, cuz she didnt msg mi ( i dunno how to describe such feeling, but it sucks.) i was waiting the whole day...the next day...even the next next day...but it jus didnt come...i seriously hope to noe wad is goin through her mind right now...about us...is it impossible to even be frens? haha i really wonder....
This yr is one of the worst birthday i had...was actually goin to organize a bbq and celebrate tgt with da jie...but due to some personal reasons, we had to cancel it. So...the day came but everyone was busy with work, sch or frens...so i celebrated my birthday with this fren i only met recently...she was nice enough to celebrate with me...though i was sick
Da jie and man zai is finally getting married...or rather goin to ROM le...the date is set on the oct 16th...i really feel happy for her...but it jus came to me to sudden...i jus didnt see her for 1 week and after that she told mi they goin to ROM liao...trust me, my jaws almost hit the floor when i heard it. Man zai is still young...i really wonder if he is ready to have a family burden on his shoulder at the age of 23...but oh well, i mean if they think is alright, who am i to say no...god bless and hope they have a wonderful marriage.
Leaving TNT already...decided to go over to Jeffery side to help him with his dental implant business...went to see wad kind of business he is really in recently over at NUS...everything was new to me, alot of things to learn, abit dry though...but i will try my best to help him in his business...hopefully i wun screw up...all the best to myself i guess...haha
Well there isnt much updates left dat i can remb so i guess i will jus stop here first?
take care folks.
.. // LuCiFiEd \\ ..
