Tuesday, August 29, 2006
~ 5:04 PM ~
关于喜欢和爱，你，又明白了多少呢？
茫茫人海中，你爱过?？
而你，又曾被深深地喜欢过呢？
爱是她在的时候，眼睛里只有她一人；她不在的时
候，一切都带有她的影子。
喜欢是在深夜看书时突然想起她，想象他现在做什
么，心里漾起一阵轻飘飘的温暖，却从不主动给他
打电话。几分钟后，注意力又重新被书中的情节吸
引!
爱是在寂寞的夜里，思念如潮水般涌来，手里捧着
书却怎么也看不进去，心里惦记着她此时是否还在
加班，吃没吃晚饭，是不是如自己想着她一般想着
自己..
喜欢是出门在外给他发个短信，告诉他这边的天气
很好，然后把手机关掉，独自在异地疯玩一个星
期，晒成一个黑人后突然出现在他面前吓他一跳。
爱是无论到哪都希望有他陪伴。可以站在海边给他
打手机，让他听听海浪的声音；也可以因为在异乡
的街道上看到一个酷似他的背影而愣在?地久久不
动。
喜欢是在受伤的时候，不想让他看到自己脆弱的一
面，在他面前把眼泪悄悄抹掉，转? 芬廊皇且桓?
快乐坚强的模样。
爱是在受委屈的时候，爬在他的胸前痛哭，没有伪
装没有顾虑，把所有的烦恼统统告诉他，并渴望从
他的怀抱中得到安慰。
喜欢是听她讲自己童年的趣事，然后哈哈大笑，心
中涌起一阵莫名的感动。
爱是听她讲自己童年的趣事，然后微微一笑，心中
更加怜惜眼前这个曾?如此调皮捣蛋的傻女人。
喜欢是在楼道里碰上她，愉快的和她打声招呼，再
简单寒暄几句，擦肩而过的时候看见了窗外明媚的
阳光，心情无端端地好了起来。
爱是在楼道上看见她，脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表
情，但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气，于
是忍不住回头望一眼，看着她渐渐地离去。
喜欢一个人是想要她是自己的，所以，可以喜欢很
多人，想要很多人都是自己的。
爱是明明离不开她，却要不得不放弃她，因为她要
的幸福，我给不了。而我，也只能希望看她能够找
到自己的幸福，即使那份幸福不是我给的...
喜欢是，希望寂寞的时候，无聊的时候，伤感的时
候，找个人说说话。
爱是，在任何时候都想跟她分享，快乐的时候甚至
希望把所有快乐都给了他。
喜欢是，在很久很久没联络的时候，接到她的电
话，然后笑着听她说话。
爱是，在几天没有联络的时候，着急得的打电话给
她，然后忍住眼泪笑一笑。
Monday, August 28, 2006
~ 12:43 AM ~
Helloz, i juz got bck from KTV at Teo Heng with Da jie, wad a tiring day...
Went for the fitting session for Veron's wedding this afternoon, tried out my Tuxcedo liao,
Woah i look cool... haha cant wait for that day to come den take more pictures den can share with u all, anyway i will most prob be renting a car for that weekend... too many places to go, too many ppl to pick up too. Need to send da jie here and there to pick up things and settle stuff, need to pick up "Auntie" after her work as well... After the morning ceremony i juz realised that not only da jie will be on my car, but some other ppl as well... Oh my, i have other ppl's life on my hands sia, kinda stress thinking bout it. But AI ZAI, i can do it... haha
Went over to Veron's after the fitting session, had our dinner there as well... after which we were supposed to play mahjong, but due to some small things, Veron and Andy gotta go to YCK for her mum's birthday. So Da jie and i had to leave as well, but the only thing was that, WHERE CAN WE GO??
Recently we have been facing this same problem over and over again...so so tired thinking of places to go sia, haha anyway after much discussing, we decided to head down to Teo Heng instead. Had some training session there, haha train one song which we sang 5 times, haha not goin to tell u all wad song isit =p
Sang many many songs, till throat kinda pain liao now, haha saw many MTVs as well...
A particular MTV made mi think of many things again...
Jolin's new song... “心型圈”
To that someone:
Remember before u went home, wad i wrote on ur hand before u entered the door of ur home?
Haix, though was the past, but it juz suddenly struck mi by a sudden... i remb almost everything that happened during that period of time. i really still do...
..//LuCiFiEd\\..
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
~ 12:45 AM ~
醉了吧反正清醒更断肠
无理去原谅你被叛
算了吧反正有你更孤独
你不会知道遗忘有多难
给你的心不要你还痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
走了吗走到那都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌
Monday, August 21, 2006
~ 6:54 AM ~
For some people who know, i used to have back problem.
Seems like the problem is getting more serious after my enlistment, thanks to the super heavy field pack which i have to carry, it kinda worsen my condition le. Went to Changi Hospital not long ago for my X-Ray and made appointment to see the dear specialist there. But the brief problem i was told was that, my spine is somehow hitting on my nerves le causing the pain i am suffering.
After reporting my body condition the my company PC, he suggested that maybe i shld be excused for everything, becuz i cannot even carry heavy stuff. Lucky thing is that, even with the excuse i am able to pass out of BMT as i completed my field camp and range already. So how will my future posting be like, i am not sure bout it myself as well... haix leave it to fate ba!!
Some of u muz be wondering looking at this entry timing, i shld be in camp by now right?
Haha i took a 2 days MC, returning to camp only on tue morning. But everythings kinda weird, I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT!!!! can u believe it????
Average i slp bout only 3-4 hrs the most a day
wtf is wrong with mi sia....
Anyway during this period of time, many things many people came into my mind, starting thinking bout many things which happened in the past. Some funny memories some sad ones, in particular there is someone i really miss alot...but the person is not "here".
(dun anyhow guess!!! nothing related to BGR nor dead)
This important person has changed many things bout me. From wad i recall i used to be a super hot tempered guy who is considered ah beng, she changed me... she changed my life
The closeness, the relationship we share is it still there?
Am i still someone important in ur life?
Comparing myself to the others, somehow i dun find that i have a place in ur heart.
It hurts thinking bout it.....
Maybe i'm juz thinking too much le...guess i shld move on....
Well enuff of sad things, lets talk bout some happy stuff~
YEAH!!! Veron's wedding is around the corner liao...
GUESS WAD~ Da Jie and i were appointed to host the event on that very evening~
wad a shock i got when i heard the news, but its ok, i will gladly do my part for my dearest Veron and Andy...
Haix, now comes the headach part... i need to be in Tux... so guess i need to go shopping again for long sleeves shirt again liao, like lao da's wedding that time... haha all these are goin to burn a big big hole in my darling pocket sia... Haha
.. // LuCiFiEd \\ ..
Saturday, August 12, 2006
~ 10:17 AM ~
Hhmm, oh man i am turning 21 soon liao, shit man feeling so old suddenly...
Anyway had a chalet celebrating mi and Da Jie's birthday together over at Pasir Ris Holiday Bunglow on the 8th of Agust...
It was a fun chalet celebration, many good and old friends turn up to grace the occasion...
People who included,
Ron,Lex,Han,Stacie,Jeremy,Ivy,Justin,Yongda,Ivan,Lailin,
Weishan,Irene,Weian,Xinxian,Xue,Ying,
Man Zai,Kiat,Xian,Iris,Sharon,Kelvin,Veron,Andy
MOST IMPORTANTLY my meimei Miao Juan
and all of my relatives...(sorry if i missed out any names)
Anyway juz like to say thank you for all ur presences and presents, a big thank you for the people who help to make everything a success, the biggest credit goes to my daddy and mummy, i love them!! Thanks for making mi and kailing's birthday an unforgetable one.
Below are some photos from that day!!!
Saturday, August 05, 2006
~ 4:47 AM ~
Well it has been quite sometime since i updated my blog...
Now lets see... wad is there to tok about...
Well, first thing first, i manage to survive through my field camp which i tot was impossible
So i am now a offical MOHAWK Warrior... haha proud to be in this company, though the training is very very siong... but least i hav the pride
My next upcoming shit i hav to face will be my situation test, dunno wad the hell it will be like but still i suck thumb aso hav to go through it... so guess i will juz hav to bear with it.
Next, hhmm... i juz got home after celebrating my dearest Da Jie's birthday... we went to the KBOX in Cine, wah kaoz sia soooooo many people came, including the chefs from the restaurant. Ricky came as well, so as usual there were liquor ordered. 1 bottle of Chivas, and a jug of beer.
Knn i tot can no need to drink tonight but i was wrong...godamnit sia, kanna force to drink quite alot thnks to Ricky... Before he left, he settled all the bills for us, came in to say his good byes, and gave da jie a really big hug, after all da jie has been working under his wing for so many yrs liao. Da jie cried when ricky hugged her, the scene was very touching, can see that actually she dun really wanna leave the place one. Well da jie i hope u can find a new job soon and move on with life... i'm always here for u... =)
..// LuCiFiEd \\..
