Yesterday was the long awaited wedding that we hav been looking forward to... omg Veron and Andy finally got married haha
The whole day was soooooooooooo tiring... had to go manyyyy places...
lets see....
1) Kallang Air Port
2) Sengkang
3) Ubi
4) Bedok
5) Kallang Air Port
6) Sengkang
7) Novotel

Drive till mad sia, haha but was fun la overall... well many things happened yesterday, both good and bad...but lazy to mention the bad ones la... anyway the dinner was held at Novotel Clark Quay, at Liang Court. Da jie and i were the emcees for the night, kinda worried we kanna stage fright in front of 300 ppl. Haha anyway everything went on quite smoothly, we even went to PS cafe for some cakes and drinks after the dinner. For those who dunno, PS cafe is located ON TOP OF A HILL.... near Holland, my god, a bird dun lay egg place... imagine there isnt even street lamps. Took many pics last night, shall upload it below...

Friday is coming, Our dearest Veron & Andy's big day is finally coming le.
Wah sian suddenly realised getting married is such a troublesome thing, there r juz sooooo many things u need to prepare, need to do and need to settle, i see liao aso scared sia.
This time round, i am doing more things as compare to during lao da's wedding, now i got a new job scope, and that is to drive ppl ard on that day, lol, juz becuz i am a driver in Sembawang Air Base, haha KNS... anyway will try not to drink, cuz there are ppl sitting in my car. Speaking of car, i tot i will be driving the very old Ford car which Da Jie's father rented, apparently there has been a change in plans...i will be drivng her uncle's Honda Civic instead haha a black & manual car~ Woah~ hopefully nothing will go wrong...
During the day, i will help out as driver and brother to help Andy snatch Veron over... LOLX... but i will hav to face Da Jie at Veron's place haha wun that be fun... =p
During the night, i will hav to test the mics, carry stuff, picking ppl up from different places ( Da Jie and Ying ), afterwhich Da Jie and i will be emcees for the night, doin event order, making sure things goes well and on time. Seems like a super busy day sia...
After the dinner i heard they still wanna go to PS cafe to have some cakes and coffee or tea. After which is to Devils to finish the remaining liquor which Da Jie has...
Shld be staying in the hotel after everything endes, hopefully wun not die yet by then.
This is not the end to everything, sat night me and Da Jie hav another wedding to attend sia, IT IS FREAKING HELL AT BUKIT BATOK lor... we will hav to come home from the hotel to bath and change after which head down for ANOTHER wedding dinner... sibei sian hahaha, freaking poor sia!!! who can spare mi some money~ =p
Photos will be uploaded soon...so not to worried, u can see mi taking pics with many many pretty gers =p


.. // LuCiFiEd \\..

What a tiring day, met lao da for pool last night, den had supper till 5 plus, got home to bath and change and headed down to Boon Lay for the Air Force Walk & Jog...in order to earn my one day off to use on Veron's Wedding.
Rushed home straight to sleep liao, den da jie called up saying need to come over to use the computer, of cuz i welcome her la. Haha but after she got here, while she used the comp i was ZzzZZzz-ing... sorry ar jie...
Afterwhich i had lunch with her and send her off to work. Didnt do much today aso, spend some time and had dinner with mummy, seems like ages since i last ate with her. After dinner i came home to complete watching my show, was kinda touched with the story line... felt kinda sad after watching it, felt that my life was somehow like the character in the story... haix...

.. // LuCiFiEd \\..

Till today den i realised actually there is something that hav been bothering mi for quite sometime le, the fear in mi is getting stronger...
One of my close fren is changing, changing to someone who i no longer know, many things hav changed, be it attitude or character...
is it due to surrounding?
or has it always been like that only thing is that i didnt really know?
No matter wad u asked, the comments or feedback u get is always kinda cold, i no longer feel the warmth or concern from the advises or comments anymore... feeling very sad... why must things change?
i really hate changes, specially someone who holds such a important place in my heart.
so heart broken... where is the old "you" ?
i really miss u...

.. // LuCiFiEd \\..

Today is already the 8th of Sep liao,3rd day of my block leave wahaha
As for some ppl, they r goin to enlist soon liao, haha now u guys finally noe how i felt 3 months ago?
anyway i got a good brother who is goin in soon liao as well, Justin... my best buddy i got to noe during my poly days, a nice dude i met since yr 1 sem 1, someone who can tahan my crap and crap along with mi... hey brother this is for u... take care of urself when u r inside... if there's anything u need my help juz drop mi a call k... u shld noe i am best at giving stupid ideas, how many ppl actually pass out BMT like mi sia? haha

Anyway, went to this ktv place last night with da jie, cuz she wanted to hav some beer, as usual i dun drink, tryin to quit drinking... anywayz saw a "her" last night there, dunno wad to say as well, but she dun recongise mi liao i guess with the hair now... seeing her made mi think of the days we shared together, though was short but was very very sweet... not long after seeing her, suddenly the song "Love Me" started playing on the ktv system, this affected mi even more... cuz this song hav a special meaning for the both of us. But after so many yrs le, she has changed soooo much till the extend i almost dun recongise her as well... well like wad da jie said, ppl will grow up and change no matter wad... guess she is juz no longer the "her" i noe ba... if time can turn back again, i will definetly change things... regret...now i can only live in regret but its juz all too late le...


..// LuCiFiEd \\..

So much has happened this past three months... and yesterday marks the end to my BMT in Mohawk COY, been through many many things, know many many good frens as well, really enjoyed the days where by all of us suffered together as a MOHAWK WARRIOR!!!
Anyway yesterday was my POP, so from today onwards i am having my block leave, reporting to a new unit on the 18th of Sep, dunno wad vocation will i be allocated to sia, kinda worried!

Enough bout army, few days ago a fren of mine msged mi regarding my previous post, well, yup maybe i am talking bout u all, i dun deny, but i am not angry or wad so ever, i am juz saying wad i feel, after the call i understand that all hav their lifes to lead, be it sch or army or work... so its kinda hard for everyone to meet up like last time liao ba i guess...


Met up with them last night, felt kinda sad after that, realised that now we no longer tok bout the same things like before le, work and army juz don't quite mix well together i guess... anyway i am juz glad that she is still alright with her life and everything, though i dunno why she complaint that she is growing fatter liao... haha auntie u r not fat la. so slim liao still dun eat... cannot tahan u ar... haha though we seldom meet up liao, but i hope wad u told mi before will come true... miss ya a millionzzz

..// LuCiFiEd \\..

Had lots of time to think about many many things happening ard in my life.
Find that there are actually many interesting things that r happening without any logic.
One very typical example will be, how can a group of good frens still stay bonded when there r alot of problems which exist among the group. wun u feel weird? i dunno apparently there r ppl can do it. Is not like i am not making any effort to ask lor... i tried my best to gather us together be it even if it is juz a normal mahjong game... but it seems like i am taken for granted, guess i am not needed ba... if thats the way things are goin to be, i dun mind... it doesnt make a diff with or without u all ard mi, anyway i am used to being alone sometimes. There r still ppl worth calling frens out there, dun worry i noe who u all are...
As usual when i hav more free time i tend to think alot about the past,
i miss u alot... been sometime since we last seen each other le, do u miss mi?
i noe "u" wun see this post one, haix so wads the point of mi saying so much...
A msg from u can change my day from sunny to rainy or the other way round.
This is how big a impact u hav in my life... I used to be very confused about wad i wan or rather who i really like. But guess i wun be blur like a sotong anymore, i am clear bout wad direction i am heading liao. Though it is a dead end, but dunno why, i still chose to head this way. Maybe i am juz like that. So juz let mi be ba...
** i really miss u **

((// LuCiFiEd \\))