Sunday, September 14, 2008
~ 10:09 PM ~
Oh my Oh my...been ages since i came back here to put my tots in words...
many things have happened during this period of time... and i really mean many...
i dunno if i still remb all of it...but mainly the more important ones i guess.
Well first on the list. the most important of all...i lost a real gd fren recently.
wondering wad happened? i told her my real feelings after noeing her for 5 yrs. Things just couldnt work out. All these while we had been just very close and gd frens, guess it was a shock to her when i told her everything. Starting was still alright, when we both agree to give each other some time and try it out see how it goes, but as time goes by, she became more sure dat we can only be and remain as frens. What she told mi was she felt sorry becuz she gave mi hope and den push mi all the way to hell *once again
Deep down in my heart, i nv blame her before. I understand that such things cant be forced. If it doesnt work out no matter wad u do, it still wun work out. So after all these issues, we said to be and remain as frens. I noe i shouldnt be expecting anything, but all these yrs...she has always been such an important person to me, someone who dares to poke me, someone who dares to kick mi in the face, someone who is there to listen to my rubbish when i am down, someone who is there to cheer mi up with her rubbish as well, someone who will always be the last to wish mi happy birthday....someone i loved.
This yr's birthday was kinda sad, cuz she didnt msg mi ( i dunno how to describe such feeling, but it sucks.) i was waiting the whole day...the next day...even the next next day...but it jus didnt come...i seriously hope to noe wad is goin through her mind right now...about us...is it impossible to even be frens? haha i really wonder....
This yr is one of the worst birthday i had...was actually goin to organize a bbq and celebrate tgt with da jie...but due to some personal reasons, we had to cancel it. So...the day came but everyone was busy with work, sch or frens...so i celebrated my birthday with this fren i only met recently...she was nice enough to celebrate with me...though i was sick
Da jie and man zai is finally getting married...or rather goin to ROM le...the date is set on the oct 16th...i really feel happy for her...but it jus came to me to sudden...i jus didnt see her for 1 week and after that she told mi they goin to ROM liao...trust me, my jaws almost hit the floor when i heard it. Man zai is still young...i really wonder if he is ready to have a family burden on his shoulder at the age of 23...but oh well, i mean if they think is alright, who am i to say no...god bless and hope they have a wonderful marriage.
Leaving TNT already...decided to go over to Jeffery side to help him with his dental implant business...went to see wad kind of business he is really in recently over at NUS...everything was new to me, alot of things to learn, abit dry though...but i will try my best to help him in his business...hopefully i wun screw up...all the best to myself i guess...haha
Well there isnt much updates left dat i can remb so i guess i will jus stop here first?
take care folks.
.. // LuCiFiEd \\ ..
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
~ 4:00 PM ~
Once upon a time,
Arcangel in the sky,
May it cover every night,
Once upon a time,
The angel loved me so,
It’s a miracle in the snow, my heart won’t be cold
My dear, you are my angel,
Tell me what you know,
Something should be told
My dear, you are my angel,
Tell me where you go,
I will brace behind your love
~ 3:09 PM ~
你怎么舍得我难过(国)
黄品源
对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面
秋天的风一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过
对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面
秋天的风一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过
Saturday, May 03, 2008
~ 3:42 PM ~
Saturday, May 03, 2008, Damn freaking hot afternoon
2 yrs coming up, i'm completing my NS soon already. Can't believe it, it seems like i was only enlisted couple months back only. But no matter wad, i am happy enuff that i get to escape all the driving and doing of shitty stuff which has nothing to do with me. 07 June will be the day i regain my freedom from the government "for awhile"...haix but it's better den nothing.
Lets see if i got other things to update,
Oh ya, Ying passed her driving yesterday, i went down to BBTC to surprise her, her test was at 4.30pm, so i reached BBTC bout 4.35pm, but i couldn't find the car she was driving in the circuit...so i gave up, just waited for her car to arrive back at the ending point. Finally bout 15 mins or so, i saw the car coming back. The tester had a very stern face, like no expressions kind,as for ying, she looked kinda stressed, she even pinned up her hair so dat it wun drop down and block her view while driving, haha dat's my girl...they went to Level 2 where the tester will evaluate the driver, and determine if u pass or fail. So i waited for another 5 mins or so, i went up to Level 2 to find her, i saw her once i got to Level 2, she was talking to another guy, i tot i wasn't the only one dat came down to surprise her, haha but after that i realized that he was one of the driver that went for TP that day. I was just looking at her from far, dunno whether to go up to her or not, so i just stood there and lean against the wall looking at her. It didn't took her long to realized that there was someone staring at her, so she looked up, to her surprised she saw me. She immediately ran towards me and started screaming and shouting at me, asking why i was here and she finally passed her driving test. As i told her last nite, it was a pity i didnt have my camera with me, if not i can take down the whole thing, it was quite a touching scene i find, very true and not like some fake ppl ... So i stayed with her till she got all her documents done, she suggested we go for dinner outside as mumy didnt cook, she insisted that dinner should be on her, so i just nod my head and say "ok la"... Went back to redhill market to buy takeaway dinner for her mummy first, den went up to her place and visited the mother, was kinda long since i last saw her liao...waited for ying to bath and changed we headed out for dinner in like 20-25 mins. She felt like eating Japanese Food for dinner, so i suggested the Waraku Restaurant, the one we saw the other time before goin to Manhatten FishMarket, the things are kinda affordable as well. When we got there, there was a long que, saw Edwin there as well, had a little chat with him and waited bout 15 mins for our table. Ying ordered a curry udon, and i ordered a curry don, both "regular" size, how big do u think is the REGULAR? i tot was damn small, becuz the only choice we had was "Mini" or "Regular" haha like wad the hell rite? Anyway we were quite shocked when the food arrived, the portion was very big, the side dishes were damn nice too, all the raw items were vry fresh. Enjoyed the dinner there, but shared the experience with da ge they all, they all said that the restaurant sucks leh...i wonder why? Guess it doesn't matter, as long as Ying and i like to dine there is good enough...haha so i wonder when next month we goin again? lol
.. // LuCiFiEd \\ ..
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
~ 5:55 PM ~
Wed, April 23th 2008, 5.55pm, Cloudy & Windy
Finally the time is reaching near. What time is it? ORD time!!!
Just got my medical FFI form recently thanks to my 120 Sqn S1.
Life's still quite alright till now, everything is ok. Nothing really worth mentioning though.
Tonight i'm goin to have a Sqn dinner with the pilots and boss at this restaurant call "Crab Shack in the City"... weird name right? but guess we are goin to have crabs later ba lol...
its sort of a farewell dinner for me and some occasion regarding the Sqn... So they suggested to merge these 2 and celebrate together. Days at 120 Sqn have been a very very happy one actually, gotta know many ppl, learn many things and most importantly the art of survival in a political world. Must learn how to wear mask, if not u will die damn horribly...
some ppl worth mentioning that made all those happy memories for me,
- Maj LeeB (Rainman)
- Maj Chris Chew (Wally)
- Cpt Quek (Mugen)
- Lt Gabriel (Gabra)
- Encik Arthur Sng
- Encik James Tan
- Encik Tony
- Master Lau
- AOS Edwin, JingYi
- Cpt Chua (Money)
- Cpt Voodoo
- Cpt Virus
many many more...sorry if i missed out anyone...but u guys will always be missed...Luv u guys lots man!! 120sqn roxs...
.. // LuCiFieD \\ ..
Sunday, March 30, 2008
~ 1:40 AM ~
Sunday, 30th March 2008, 1:42am, Windy
2nd day since i got back to Singapore from my Bangkok trip. Many many things to update about.
Lets start...ready??
1st Day,
Before we even reach Thailand we made a big joke, lol, secret between the 3 of us, sworn never to leak out. Anyway reached Bangkok bout 8-9pm odd, took a cab which offered a flat rate of 700 baht, that was the 2nd offer, we had a 900 baht offer, its like madness man, such a big difference.
(Anyway, for ppl going to Bangkok, pls take note, when u come out from the arrival hall, is at Level B1. There the cabs offer fares at a flat rate. Which is more expensive. U can proceed to Level 3 which is the arrival hall, and take a cab, pls ask the uncle to count the fare BY METER, its ALOT cheaper TRUST ME!!! but the only troublesome thing is u gotta pay the toll fare of the high way la, which is like only 69 baht.)
When we arrived at the hotel, the 1st impression i had was, OMG, this hotel looks like one of those in Geylang's back alley. My first 4 words were, 猛鬼凶宅， can u imagine i said that? LOL
Anyway the room we got was a suite, so i tot maybe can expect more from the room. But again i was disappointed. The room overall layout is just like a normal 3 room flat, or a chalet unit lor. After which we went to the night bazaar market do have our dinner and do some shopping. Shopping there is shiok, no matter wad price they quote u, pls note that u can actually cut it more den 50%, surprised? me too... anyway we did it almost at every stall, got many good deals that night, bought an Adidas shoes, it was quoted at 100 baht, but we manage to cut it to 500 baht, all thanks to Man Zai, anyway another thing to take note, it is best if u can go learn some basic thai, like how much is the price, numbers from 1 to 10, and 100...200...300 so on and so forth, it really helps, their attitude will change immediately after they know u can speak a little thai. As for now i will post some pics of the 1st day. I will continue the post tml. LOL too tired liao. =p
.. // LuCiFiEd \\ ..
Monday, March 24, 2008
~ 1:30 PM ~
Monday, March 24th, 2008, Cloudy
Been a very long time since i last updated my blog ba...
kinda busy with many many things. As some would know by now, i got together with Fionn ( a.k.a Weiling ) since 1st of Jan 2008, it ain't a long time together, but many problems have already surfaced. Forcing me to reach my limit soon. Problems mainly is cause of the attitude, the most important factor was because she blew her top when i told her honestly that i was goin to meet YingYing one evening. I understand on her point of view why she flared up...but wad i did was not wrong too wad...i just mainly wanted to go see a friend in need, nothing else. But she fails to see this point as well, making me very very disappointed. Till the extend i'm thinking of letting everything go, before things become worse. I really love her. It wasn't a for fun thing. But i believe everyone has his or her tolerant level limit. Mine is reaching soon. So i told her to give both of us sometime away to cool things off. Let me think about things between us, think bout whether i am ready to continue this relationship.
Well enuff of her, lets change a topic, woohoo, i am goin Thailand in a few more hours time...yeah man, finally can get out from this horrible place. I finally can go relax myself and save me all the trouble of facing all the problems i have here.
Hope i will have a fantastic shopping spree this time round. LOL, will update pics once i get bck k?
Next, YingYing, hey sweetie i noe things are rather weird and messy now on ur side... seriously speaking all the story i heard is so funny lor, u think bout it... there was
1) 七仔
2) Tiger
3) 3 person in the toilet
etc.... i know that u r feeling very upset over this matter because of the person involved. But i can see that u already have seen the light out to this matter so i wun say much. I just wan u to take care of urself, just remember the promise i made to u. =)
Well, guess is off to Thailand liao...
.. // LuCiFiEd \\..
Monday, December 03, 2007
~ 12:21 AM ~
Today was quite a fun day... Haven't had so much fun in a long long time already.
Went swimming with Man Zai, Bing Kiat and Bing Xian... been so so long since i went into a swimming pool already. But the feeling was good though tiring, think i should start goin bck to swim more often.
After swimming we went over to Da Jie's place for dinner...Home cooked food taste so wonderful lor, plus got soup some more, i love drinking soup sia, lol...
Few more days i will need to say byebye to Bing Xian liao, goin into Tekong liao, heard he kanna School 1 BMTC, dunno is it a good or bad thing sia, Hope everything goes well for him ba.
.. // LuCiFiEd \\ ..
