
Saturday, May 26, 2007
~ 4:11 PM ~
Been sometime since i last update my blog,
Anyway things hasn't really been good for me recently i guess...
Job is as usual boring, just getting fucked everyday for no particular reasons, whether u did your work or not, you will still get fuck by either the black one or the short one.
(only drivers know who i referring to, ha ha)
Relationship, hhmm... lets see, nothing new as well, things r still normal, still waiting for e same person as usual as always, though it has been yrs, ppl told me to let it go, to give it up, i did try, i really did, i swear. But things r just not that simple as u ppl see it, there is something more to like just telling her i like her and being together with her. Anyway i doubt anyone can really understand, except u, Ah loy thanks for always listening to my nonsense and crap, thanks for understanding the situation i am in, u're someone who wun force or scold mi to or when i do anything. I just wan her be happy, i just rather stay in the dark, no need others to see the things i done for her. As long as she appreciates mi, i am contented enuff.
Frens?
Lets see, this is a tricky one, cuz i feel i hav none...seriously...i really hav this feeling running in my head. well for a few days already if u dun believe. I even had a mood swing like yesterday morning, someone kanna from mi over sms, i am really sorry about it... i hope u will forgive me. but wad i told u is true... i really feel that no one is there... i can find no one to even go out with. isn't that very pathetic?
When u ask "A" fren, he or she will say that they are busy, why not ask "B" fren?
Hey...i am not being petty here, i noe u guys hav ur own life as well... but guess none of u guys ever felt the feeling of when u ask someone out, that particular person is always GOIN OUT SOON with his or her gf or bf,
or the feeling of when u ask someone out on their free day, but they put u on hold, on pending, and then letting u noe a few days later that they JUST arranged to go out with someone else liao and they are sorry,
YES i agree i am a boring person, perhaps someone with no frens, or maybe i am just someone who ppl hates... haha anywayz life goes on... i will still continue living on this fucked up world no matter wad... i am juz not a happy person like the rest of u who have ur other half to spend time with u, the person i like doesn't even have time to meet up for a coffee...
Guess no body will understand wad i am goin through...
.. / LuCiFiEd \..