Friday, February 16, 2007
~ 1:08 PM ~
Ever felt alone in this world?
Ever feel that actually u dunno if u belong to this world?
Ever feel that even though u hav many frens, but when u need them, they r nv there?
Ever wanna end ur misery by juz killing urself? (well, it did cross my mind)
Somehow, life seems or rather feels empty, is like a part of myself is missing, juz cant seem to find it anywhere... Yes i do agree dat i hav frens, good frens rather...
But when u feel lonely or alone, when u need someone to company u, no one seems to be ard?
Starting to feel sick and tired of trying to be the good guy, being there for ppl who needs mi...
Think i am starting to feel selfish, i dun care wad others say, cuz i doubt others noe wad i am goin through, i really juz need someone there for mi, juz like i am there for the rest. Maybe that someone is juz "u" but u nv will know how much u actually means to mi... but its ok, anyway all along i nv pin any hopes on it anyway. I miss u...i really do, but i am trying my best to let everything go, i am really trying...
Others will juz say, juz let go, but how many ppl actually noe how i feel?
So what if we wun together? The feelings i hav for her is not any diff from how others feel for their other half...
Can anyone...ANYONE...save mi from this darkness i am in, bring light into my life once again...
I jus wanna lead a normal life... without thinking of her most of the time... thinking if she got home liao? thinking whether did she had her lunch? thinking when she falls sick, is there anyone there to take care of her...thinking whether did the guy bully her? thinking how lucky will i be if the guy is mi...many many tots are juz in my head... but truthfully, how many ppl understand?
Saying is easy, doing it is hard, letting go is harder.
Save mi from this miserable life i am in...pls someone...
..// LuCiFiEd \\..
