Friday, December 29, 2006
~ 9:18 PM ~
29 Dec 2006, Clear sky... Confused mind... Mixed tots...
Many things have been running through my mind lately...
Met up with "Her" the day before yesterday for coffee, chit chated till late as usual
talked bout many things happening in both our lifes. Got to noe somethings that actually still bothering mi till now. There is this new guy in her life apparently, they both seem to be able to click very well... the guy seems to be wooing her, but currently we are not sure bout the situation juz as yet. But she didnt deny when i asked if there was a possibility that the both of them will be together. Well if u compare, this guy has a stable job and income... why not?
I am juz a SAF Driving, earning like peanuts every month.
So wad if i really really really really like u alot... does it matter?
Can love be changed into money?
Though ppl always say that money is not everything... i dun really agree when it comes to this phrase. Yes, its partly true that money is not everything... but money plays a very big part in life. A part big enuff to change lifes between 2 person.
Just like my case....
For these past yrs, i always understand that it was kinda impossible for the both of us to be together... but a part in me says to hold on... to stand by her... to giv her my love and concern when she needs someone. Hoping for a miracle to happen. But everyone noes that it is rather not possible lor... so who am i tryin to lie? MYSELF?!
.. // Lu Ci FiEd \\ ..
