Like this two pics alot, but too bad my hand dunno why like weird weird de like wad ying told mi... but anyway the most important thing is how she looked with the birthday present i bought her this yr, lol, though not all but the necklace is nice enuff, i love the way she look with that necklace... hope she really like it

oh my how time flies,
i still remb when i first noe her, her hair was still long... den she agreed to help some fren of hers do a hair show, den end up getting her hair to get damaged, in the end she gotta cut her hair so so so short. Haha i still yelled at her in Taka when i saw her new hair style lor, lol, like a little boi like that soooo cute... haha den after which we went shopping for her cap cuz she didnt wan ppl to see her short short hair...haha afterwhich we went for a short holiday as well, came bck to continue slogging in school for all the projects and exams blah blah blah...days juz continue to pass, we would juz occasionally meet up for kopi or movie as well... sometimes when i am free i will juz send her home as well, cuz i rather spend time with her den go home and rot. Spending time with her is juz so relaxing, having her around i can hav no worries, need not think bout all the troublesome problem in life...
Till now, her hair already so long liao, haix....been sooo long le ar...i didnt notice myself as well... but things hav been dragging for soo many yrs liao ar... haix.... why? why? why?
When will i hav the courage to tell her everything?

29 Dec 2006, Clear sky... Confused mind... Mixed tots...

Many things have been running through my mind lately...
Met up with "Her" the day before yesterday for coffee, chit chated till late as usual
talked bout many things happening in both our lifes. Got to noe somethings that actually still bothering mi till now. There is this new guy in her life apparently, they both seem to be able to click very well... the guy seems to be wooing her, but currently we are not sure bout the situation juz as yet. But she didnt deny when i asked if there was a possibility that the both of them will be together. Well if u compare, this guy has a stable job and income... why not?
I am juz a SAF Driving, earning like peanuts every month.
So wad if i really really really really like u alot... does it matter?
Can love be changed into money?
Though ppl always say that money is not everything... i dun really agree when it comes to this phrase. Yes, its partly true that money is not everything... but money plays a very big part in life. A part big enuff to change lifes between 2 person.
Just like my case....
For these past yrs, i always understand that it was kinda impossible for the both of us to be together... but a part in me says to hold on... to stand by her... to giv her my love and concern when she needs someone. Hoping for a miracle to happen. But everyone noes that it is rather not possible lor... so who am i tryin to lie? MYSELF?!


.. // Lu Ci FiEd \\ ..

Finally Xmas has passed,
Wasnt much of a holiday i can say... didnt really do much as well
Lets see...
Hhhmm xmas eve was spent over at Veron's, there was actually a bbq at Changi but due to the rain it was called off... so we decided to cook the stuff over at Veron's place... That was anyway our back up plan ma =p
After which, watched a dumb show called "Are u ScAreD?"
Fucking lame show, i tot how scary it can get... i almost fell asleep while watching, so stupid sia
After the boring show, they drag mi into playing mahjong, so lanlan no choice mi and ah loy gotta entertain the 2 ladies, Shirley and Veron.
Lost in the end, as usual, been down on luck recently.
Lucky thing, Andy got a lorry to send all of us home, so can save cab fare...LOLX
Got home at bout 6 plus. Freaking shag sia, still gotta wake up in the afternoon for our long waited xmas lunch over at Stacie's uncle's place... haha
Got up bout 12.45pm the next day and drove to pick aaron alex and han over to the location of our lunch. Had abit too much of food which made mi freaking bloated haha but all tasted soooo good... anyway after leaving we headed over to Han's house for mahjong... lost 18 bucks in the end... thats it man... i swear i will not play anymore mahjong this month liao LOLX =x

Anywayz had some pics, but havent upload yet, taken during today's lunch... will update soon =p

The following is one of the most important women in my life... without her... i wun be the person i'm now...maybe someone worse den now... thank god for sending her into my life...for changing mi... for doin all the stuff this past few yrs... be it for mi or for my family... love ya soooo much MuAcKs!!!

Been sometime since i updated my bloggy liao, anyway nothing much happened in my life recently... still the same old stuff ba...
Perhaps only a few things worth mentioning ba,
1) I finally got my military license liao, passed my driving test with juz 4 points, had a taste of even driving a class 5 vehicle, or wad the call a "5 tonn" in army terms
Anyway was quite happy when i passed the test, need to thank many people who shared their exp with mi, though i noe they wun get to see it, but still worth mentioning ba i guess, they are all my beloved teachers during this course,
Mr Eric Woo ( My Shi Fu ),
Mr Koo,
Mr Terence,
Mr Thomas Quek,
And all the remaining DIs who had been there for us Group 43!!!

Anywayz had fun during this driving course, is aso becuz of this course i got to noe many many good frens, excluding see poh seng who i noe since i got into SBAB, people like Daren, Lucus, Benny, Poh, Roger... and many many more...
Hope will hav a chance whereby we all can meet up again...

Juz recently, celebrated daddy's birthday with the WHOLE family, which includes "u" as well, thanks for sparing time and effort to buy the present and be at the celebration. Daddy's of cuz is very happy la, been so long since i last saw u wor... had a great time with u that night, haha specially when we went to sing KTV haha so funny lor... both of us weird weird de LOLX, actually took a couple of pics, but shen havent send mi so cant update...sorry haha
Thank you all these yrs, thank you for being there, be it for mi or for my family, no wonder mummy treats u like her own daughter...haha anyway really thank you...miss u soooo much!!!

Juz the recent fri night, i went in to the police station... haha dun worry i didnt kill anyone... its a long story so i dun intend to type it out... so if u wish to noe juz ask mi... i shall end off here ba i guess, kinda tired... byebye =)


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