Saturday, September 02, 2006
~ 9:00 PM ~
Had lots of time to think about many many things happening ard in my life.
Find that there are actually many interesting things that r happening without any logic.
One very typical example will be, how can a group of good frens still stay bonded when there r alot of problems which exist among the group. wun u feel weird? i dunno apparently there r ppl can do it. Is not like i am not making any effort to ask lor... i tried my best to gather us together be it even if it is juz a normal mahjong game... but it seems like i am taken for granted, guess i am not needed ba... if thats the way things are goin to be, i dun mind... it doesnt make a diff with or without u all ard mi, anyway i am used to being alone sometimes. There r still ppl worth calling frens out there, dun worry i noe who u all are...
As usual when i hav more free time i tend to think alot about the past,
i miss u alot... been sometime since we last seen each other le, do u miss mi?
i noe "u" wun see this post one, haix so wads the point of mi saying so much...
A msg from u can change my day from sunny to rainy or the other way round.
This is how big a impact u hav in my life... I used to be very confused about wad i wan or rather who i really like. But guess i wun be blur like a sotong anymore, i am clear bout wad direction i am heading liao. Though it is a dead end, but dunno why, i still chose to head this way. Maybe i am juz like that. So juz let mi be ba...
** i really miss u **
((// LuCiFiEd \\))
