
Thursday, April 06, 2006
~ 11:18 AM ~
Slept kinda late last night, but surprisly woke up quite early today. when i opened my eyes the 1st thing i saw was the early morning sun shine which i havent seen in ages, well at least not that i notice la. Anyway after last night, seems like all effort wasnt enough, all love were shattered. Not enough in the sense that i cant change the way she think.
perhaps i am juz not the key to her lock hidden deep in the heart.
I tried my best to get her bck, i really did.
but why muz things end up like this?
IS THIS WAD THEY CALL KARMA?????
if it is so, i think i deserve it den, i am a bad person, i juz deserve to burn and die in hell
I told myself to take things easy, if it is mine it will be. but is really not that easy to do that. no matter when, no matter wad somehow or other, u r always in my mind. i dunno why u made such a deep impact in my life? all i noe is by leaving u took part of mi away too, i really do need u. but seems like on ur side u dun really someone to be there for u. i believe words can no longer change the way u think, so i am really at a lost now. i dun deny that i'm sad now, i dun deny that tears r rolling down while i am typing this. Mum keep asking what happened? cuz i seem to be in a bad mood, didnt tell her anything, find it pointless to tell anyone, is there anyone out there who understands how i feel?
...// LuCiFieD \\...