Wednesday, February 15, 2006
~ 12:54 AM ~
Nowadays hav been discussing bout this particular problem with one of my fren...haha i think that person shld noe who he is...lol...everytime wanna giv mi flower one...make a guess? LOLX
Anyway was tokin to him bout it...his suggestion was to say it out, the only result was that is either he will pass mi a 玫瑰花 or a 菊花 lor...but hav been thinking bout it recently aso anyway before the msg came...i really dunno how we will be like till now...would it be a sweet or sour phase that we r goin through? God noes...but one thing is for sure...it sure makes mi think alot about the past...i know i did somethings wrong as well in the past...but i really changed,well i doubt u noe it anyway...not till if a 2nd chance comes along...is it really impossible anymore?
Thanks for the care and concern u showed mi these period of time...i'm really grateful...i juz wan u to noe i do care alot bout u as well...but is juz that i cant show it out too obvious...i'm afraid u might juz avoid mi from den on...how i wish we could sit down and tok bout it...but is juz that u nv seem to hav the time...u r always surrounded with problems juz like mi...always surrounded by them...isit really not possible to spare a tot for mi...giv mi a chance to tok it out?
I really wonder...i noe is stupid...but i juz dunno why i am like this again...if u so happen to see this post...*though i think the hopes r not high*...think bout it...i really hope to take care of u from now on till when the world comes till an end...
教我怎么能不难过劝我灭了心中的火
我还能够怎么说怎么说都是错
你对我说离开就会解脱
试着自己去生活试着找寻自我
别再为爱蹉跎
只是爱要怎么说出口
我的心里好难受
如果能将你拥有我会忍住不让眼泪流
第一次握你的手指间传来你的温柔
每一次深情眼光的背后
谁知道会有多少愁多少愁
教我怎么能不难过你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能够怎么做怎么做都是错
如果要我把心向你解剖
只要改变这结果
我会说我愿意做
我受够了寂寞